In the beginning it felt like something inside me was unraveling—but there was no big external reason. I wasn’t going through a major crisis or trauma, but emotionally, I was all over the place. Back in October 2024 was when I really started to notice this energetic shift that just felt off, but even then I still tried to bury the feeling and chalked it up to being anxious about the general nature of the world. The (devastating) election came and went and yet the feeling remained.
I’d describe the feeling as this sense that something big was about to happen, but I truly had no idea what. I felt completely unhinged but only in the fact that I had no idea what to prepare for so I prepared for everything….like a sane person would 😉
Cut to me adamantly insisting to my husband that I’m not crazy as I buy a 90-day supply of freeze-dried meals, a CB radio, and gas masks “just in case” haha – For any of you out there in the “I have no idea what’s going on but I swear to God you will not catch me unprepared” phase, I wish you and your wallet well!
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Turns out prepping for WWIII didn’t shake the feeling, and I finally decided to just lean into it. I started to listen to my body, trust my intuition, and let myself truly consider the fact that we’re all being lied to, and reality and consciousness are so much more than we’re led to believe.
And that—as wild and uncomfortable as it sounds—is where things started to shift. Because awakening isn’t just about feeling different. It’s about realizing that reality is different.
So What’s Actually Happening When You Awaken?
Here’s where I hand the mic to the part of me that has been obsessively connecting the dots and researching the energetic, psychological, and planetary shifts we’re living through. Stay with me, it gets a little weird but makes more sense than you’d think.
When you awaken, your perception starts to change. It’s like your internal tuning fork is being recalibrated. You begin to sense that what you see isn’t the whole story—that there’s an energetic layer behind everything. And you start to remember that your body is not just a body—it’s a sensor, a receiver, a communicator.
There’s a reason time hasn’t felt the same since Covid, we’re in this liminal transformative period where the veil is literally lifting. And instead of the world feeling more stable as you grow, it starts to feel like the curtain is being pulled back on a massive illusion.
So Why Does Awakening Feel So Intense?
Because you’re not just noticing things—you’re unraveling programming. Let me say that again, because it’s one of the most important things I’ve realized: You are not “awakening” in a vacuum. You’re awakening inside of a system that was designed to keep you asleep.
So when you start to tune in to your own intuition, your body, your discernment… you’re going against the grain of a lifetime of conditioning. You’re remembering things your nervous system was trained to ignore. It’s not your fault that this feels hard, you are trying to feel what’s real in a world that profits from you being numb.
But the Shift Is Real—and It’s Happening Now
Earth is going through a massive energetic shift. Some call it a dimensional transition, others call it ascension, some frame it as a consciousness revolution, awakening….. whatever you want to call it the frequency of the planet is literally changing and our bodies and minds are responding.
Not just spiritually—but energetically, politically, ecologically, cosmically. But remember awakening doesn’t mean you suddenly have all the answers, it just means you stop pretending the old answers are good enough.
If You’re Still Reading This…
Keep listening to that real part of you that already knows something is shifting, even if it’s confusing and you don’t know what to do next. Awakening isn’t a destination; it’s a permission slip to start being honest.
It’s time we remember so let’s do it together.
We’re Learning Everything Together
I’m on this journey right alongside you, feeling this undeniable moral and cosmic pull to document every step, every feeling, every revelation. I’m putting this out there because I know someone else is feeling it too, and might be searching for validation or connection. Right now, this website is just one person reaching out into the unknown, hoping that others who resonate with these experiences are ready to come forward. I envision this becoming a place to reflect, connect, and learn from each other, turning our collective uncertainty into shared wisdom and community. If you’re feeling this way too, know that you’re not alone, and I’m right here figuring it out with you.
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